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Confessions, part 2

by E.P. on November 22, 2008

Not going to lie, this week has been tough. From this recent family drama to layoffs to my Tigers losing this afternoon, I feel a little down and out. I’m trying to keep my head up even though I have a feeling all hell will break loose this week.

All that being said, I have the most INCREDIBLE boyfriend in the world. He has been so supportive and helpful throughout all the drama that has been thrown into my life recently. I am so lucky.

I read all of New Moon last night. I’m beginning Eclipse tonight.

I love where I am and what I’m doing, but I want to be in a bigger town.

Recently, I’ve had the urge to audition for a play or a musical. I performed once in high school in a musical, and I had a great time. I somehow think being on the stage or having an outlet like that would be soothing. I wish I were braver and would just go out and pursue it instead of thinking and rethinking.

I have some good friends in my town, but I wish I had more.

I found Stuff Journalists Like yesterday, and I love it! Hilarious and true.

I miss being in college sometimes (even though a lot of the time I’m thankful to have my degree and to be out in the working world.) Today is one of those days where I miss my alma mater, even though my team got smacked around. It’d be nice not to have to worry about working on Thanksgiving or scheduling time off for Christmas.

I love when Lucy curls up by my feet on the couch and passes out. It makes me feel special, plus she’s so warm and precious whenever she naps!

I probably need a nap right now. Maybe I would feel better?

Lucy Belle and I went on a walk this morning for the first time in a while. It was enormously relaxing. I need to wake up earlier every day so we can walk before I go to work.

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  • Don't you love/hate Twilight? I'm embarrassed to say that I powered through the first three book in about a week. Now that I've seen the movie, I want to read the first one again. I'm a silly little girl.
  • I used to do theatre too, and miss it often. You should go for it and audition for something!
  • viewpoints
    I have Twilight, and planned on reading it before the movie came out, but that didn't happen. I'm now reading "V For Vendetta", as I am deeply in love with the movie. I would like to read "Watchmen" before the film comes out. But I would like to tackle "Twilight" and "The Last of the Mohicans" before that.

    You should audition, you never know what will become of it. I wish I was still in college. I loved it. I got a degree in Creative Writing, so there is no paying job to come to after that, but I loved going to school.

    The quality time with Lucy sounds nice.
  • I remember your songs! You definitely have the voice, you should totally audition for a musical if they happen in your town.
  • I've tagged you over at my blog, just a bit of fun and not as easy as it looks but its a good way to get to know you better.
  • I miss my college days too sometimes! Most of the time I'm glad I'm out of college, but somedays I want to revert back to the days where the only thing I had to do all day was attend a class or two.
  • aw, hang in there! and be thankful for the great blessings you have in the Boy, Lucy and actually, a job!

    if acting makes you feel so happy, go for it already!
  • oh sweetpea, i'm with you. i like to blame being all down and out on the cold weather and winter, which i think is somewhat true, except, living in canada? i don't have a choice but to deal with cold and wet for at least 6 months of the year.. so i better find a way to deal with it, instead of being gloomy from october-ish til april-ish.

    and stuff journalists like? thanks for the link, because i'm now in love with it!
  • LOL at Stuff Journalists Like. Who wouldn't like free food!? Even though you had a tough week I hope it's all up from here!
  • There's nothing better to cure a sour, melancholy mood than a pet curling up close to you to sleep. I hope this upcoming week is nowhere near as bad as you think it'll be.
  • I hope things will start looking up for you soon!
  • no sad talk missy! ; )

    you'll get to your bigger city soon enough, have you started to look?
  • I really hope that this week is better for you!

    I can't wait to finish New Moon!!!
  • tipptalk
    Sorry about your horrible week and the suckiness of your Tigers losing. Boo. My tigers lost too, no big surprise to you :)

    Lucy is a big help I know. Just cuddle up tight. More big hugs.
  • Wow that does sound like a lot is happening. I'm glad the beau is being supportive and helping you out. That is the sign of a keeper.
  • awww, I'm sorry this week was rough, but these things always pass. You sound kind of antsy- like I sound most of the time.. lol and I know exactly how you're feeling, hey if you want more friends I wanna volunteer!!! I don't live in your town but if we could have a wine & cheese party via skype! haha
  • I'm sorry about the drama. I'm glad you have a great pup and boy to keep your spirits at least a bit lifted.
  • I'm sorry you had a hard week, maybe this upcoming week will be better... just keep remembering all the great things you've got going for you like you've been doing! I know what you mean about missing college though, i miss it too sometimes :) FEEL BETTER PRETTY GIRL!
  • Ben
    Take deep breaths. Sometimes life can seem lousy but it's easier to change your perspective than things that are out of your control. But then again, in this post it sounds like you already figured that out :)
  • Having a dog makes life so much better. I'm glad you've got Lucy to snuggle.

    I miss college sometimes too. I loved my college town so much.
  • I can definitely relate about missing but not missing school... it would be so nice to have a week off for Thanksgiving to ensure I'm able to see my family for the holiday but nooo instead I have to work ON Thanksgiving. But at the same time... it's nice to actually be making money instead of paying a buttload for classes I usually slept through/skipped...
  • Pets (and loving them) is therapeutic. My Roxy (my sweet lil black kitty) is curled up against my leg as I write this right now, and I just adore her.

    The audition thing, though - do it!!!

    And speaking of the holidays... (wow, I should've just emailed you...), where will you be over Christmas? TN or MS? There's a *chance* I'm come through TN and then spend some time near you... and my family is NUTS (and will probably hate on me and my equal-rights loving, Democratic president-supporting self, so I might be looking for an escape for an hour or two...
  • My week has been miserable, too. I hear you there. Yuck. This week needs to go away. I just want to go to sleep for a while and hope it's all better when I wake up!

    I think you should try out for an audition.

    Chin up--Monday starts a new week; let's just hope it's a bit brighter!
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